The reality

So now it has been more than 6 years i betrayed and left her. She was studying in Delhi in a very very good college and i was in a mediocre college in Nagpur. She found a support in the form of that boy who was in the same school. She graduated from there and i was struggling with my engineering, she passed with flying colors and i was just passing the semesters. I used to miss her once in a while when i used to realize that i have made a mistake, but she grew so cold on me that she never felt anything, may be i was not trying that hard because i was always in a relationship with  one or another. I still think that would that have made change if i would have changed myself and would have surrendered myself to her.
But now its too late and but still i am and will be waiting for her.